love story

Someone called me when I arrived at the school gates. "Nay ..." shouted Nisa, I looked back. I then approached him, when she reached in front of her Nisa led me into the back of the school I was really shocked. He mengodok her red skirt pocket and pulled out a folded paper in a little, he gave it to me, I then opened it.
"Nay ... I love you, you want to be a girlfriend I? ... "That's written in my letter read. I initially did not think it turns out that from the first guy I like now to say that the first thing I'm waiting, but unfortunately I feel it is blank, no nothing for a long time the mass also had to remove this feeling. I roll up and roll the letter and threw it, a moment later I took another. It was what I felt was not frivolous, all mixed into one. I was nervous when the bell rang to go to class because my class is Raga, I was nervous, knowing little boy ...
The letter was given Raga December 22, 2004 I was 11 years old at the time. I wanted to laugh when I have to look back prihal problem that my crush think four years ago.
"Let is Nay ... do not be nervous, so ... "whispered Nisa, I entered the classroom and sat next to Nisa, my face reddened lips bergemetar, want to talk very stiff. Sports also looked so, she looked embarrassed when I was there in front of him. I tried to bury the flavor gugupku so I looked a little girl who used to hear the love, huh ... That's when the first new word I love to hear.
"How well he always avoided if I was there in front of him?"


"Probably because she was embarrassed, Nay ... "She replied with a nimble
"Ashamed of what? ... "I'm still curious true
"Afraid of the decline may be ... ! oh yah, btw, he was going to thank you? "
"Yah ... is not ... ! I was a kid ... "
"Nay my dear ... he was already wise, good, innocent, cute anymore. Not that that's what you harepin than before? "
"Yeah hell .... but ... not ah, anyways I'm not too familiar same Raga. Going borring if we invented "
"Pedekate dong ... his relationship masses approach so fine aja ... "
"Ah, the old quasi-loh ... There emangnya itself already has a girlfriend? "I shy away from Nisa, scared us about Raga pembicaraann lengthwise.

One day, the attitude of Raga me become outrageous. Little by little he began to dare to hold my hand, I became less comfortable with his behavior. At that Aina and Dira forced me to enter the classroom because inside there is Raga'm waiting for my answer. I was really shocked when I saw in class there's only Aina, Dira, and Raga. I became afraid ... I was forced inside to talk privately with Raga, Raga holding my hand tightly to my hand milking arm for being too loud. At that time I was very annoyed at all my friends who are involved event, eventually I ran away from school.
Finally, the afternoon I played with my little sister Annie to the house - Ayu - a letter of rejection love to Raga. Because I'm still annoyed at Nisa finally I told Annie to go to home Nisa, Nisa's house not far from home Ani. A few moments later Nisa came over to me.
"Nay, I'm sorry yah ... I do not intend to ... "
"Ah ... I hate you ... aja Pantes you told me to class it turns out there is Raga "I cut the conversation Nisa
"Yah ... Nay ... I maafin yah ... I promise not gonna ulangin deh again "
"Okay I maafin, but there is one condition, this love letter to the Goods if the delay now because tomorrow he will nyosorin me again ..."
"Yes, I'll love ..." I then go home as well Nisa

"Ga ... !! "Shouted Nisa
"What is it?" He asked
"Nih letter from Naya ..." Sports is very excited to accept
"In decline? ... yah ... I failed my first love deh ... This all thanks loh, if aja loh this afternoon he did not force the incoming class would he not gonna reject me ... "
"PD gede loh ... ! anyways tell everyone holding hands, ganjen hell loh ... !! "
"Oh, how I'm dong now history ... my heart broken ... "
"Tuh eat broken heart ..." and then go home Nisa

Raga looked sad when he received a letter from me, he said "if first love is denied, it felt more and more difficult to forget" were the words that have a point, it is true hell ... now had four years still love the intricacies of the story that I still remember correctly.
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A few months later I graduated from elementary school I went to junior Harafan Sports Nation Jakarta was the entrance to the same school, I'm happy happy annoyed ... ! When in one of my friends asked about his feelings to me, turns out he was still meyukaiku, Alhamdulillah ... ! Passed orientation we begin to learn, it turns out there know who shot a man named Nola Sports him his beautiful, white skin and ah deh standard anyway ... Goods worth it if liked it. In addition to her beauty she was also smart charming guy. I did lose him but I started to realize that Sports Direct will not like Nola because his heart was still fixed on me.
I became hated Goods when they find out she likes again Hesa. Hesa .... his son pretty well, Nola and I beat her beauty, her skin white but childish, talkative ... !

When it Raga sitting with Nola and Hesa, Raga in order to write the word I love you in his hand. And do not know why Hesa ​​screaming my name "Naya ... Raga write I love you for you ... "he shouted as he showed me his left hand Raga. I just smiled just to hear it, it turns into small Raga mengutik heart smart.
Hesa came over who was sitting in the front with Ana. "Nay, Raga write I love you Naya ... in his left hand "Hesa thread, I still express a smile while looking at Raga is a bit shy. Hour break we - I and Goods - sitting in front of the class, Raga is in front of me. I'm curious to see it but the handwriting was already there, it turns out Raga remove it with saliva when I started out.
"It turns out though already shot another girl, the name I always wonder, she, thank God ..." I whispered to myself. I never stopped thinking of Goods, as if the shadow is always there in my brain.
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Wednesday night, Raga come to my house by wearing a red shirt made from t-shirts. He told me to toward him, then I walked over and sat beside him. He said there are things he wants to talk about, he was to my house with Galuh, best friends.
"Nay ... Raga said you would not be his girlfriend? "
"Um ... how yah ... duh ... how yah .... !! "I was nervous, very nervous
"She said she love you ... he asked for the answer now "
"Why it felt that way even Galuh yah ..." I whispered when bent
"Naya ..." thread Galuh waving his hand to the front
"Um ... gini ... soon my final exam, I ... I ... still do not want to Ga ... you understand the words I'm a very different logatku ...???"
"On the decline again Ga ..." whispered Galuh
"Yuk ...!!" take home a terliat disappointed Goods
"Ga ... I maafin yah ... "Said I said before Raga home
The word love is the second time, and it is also the second time I refused his love, in fact I love her very even but since I was tiny I would decide to not going out first. I'm sorry to see the disappointment in feeling Raga. I understand how he felt after being rejected twice, shame it was not bigger but to shoot again kegengsian level continues to expand. Excuse me Raga ...
Since I reject the second time it Raga, Raga be a strange attitude to me, which was already familiar now actually looked embarrassed, I do the same. Finally I decided to invite Sports talk privately, so this issue quickly completed, and the awkwardness of Goods to be intimate again with my loss.
In front of a wide-open window I talk privately with Raga, Raga looked embarrassed, as if silence bicaraannya empty. Because I finally took her as a person who I could bring myself to say hello first. I was nervous when Raga began there in front of me, my lips bergemetar either have the words of what I started.
"How's it going? ... "I say
"Good" the short answer is progressively increased my shame
"You still mad at me?"
"Not" he repeated again I can only sigh deeply held emotions that would come out
"Tuh do ... you are still angry ... ! was let friends ... ! not because it is denied love you so changed ... ! we still remain friends'
"Well honestly ... I'm actually embarrassed to you because I've twice nyakitin you but for the sake of our friendship developed I finally beraniin tetep myself to talking to you. Ga ... I haraf us like they used to be well ... "I continued
"Okay ... ! we are friends ... "utasnya, I'm relieved ...

Since that day we became normal again as before, feeling awkward we were still thick, but we rinse it all with our jokes with each other. I'm happy finally my first love like they used to be, oops ... ! I still love him (since then) still want to always be on notice.
Over time, several months later finally feeling of love was gone, apparently the time was able to remove the flavor that is in the heart. Sign in Class 2 Junior I found another new love, who to this day I still feel. First Love season 2 was not as beautiful as the season 1 because of the love that is different from another love.